jessica

MOVED!!!

2006-11-25T16:47:31Z

helloooooooooooooooo everyone people (:

from now on this bloody time,im going to stop using livejournal.LOL.cause is so troublesome to upload here and then.well but if you like to give comment here is up to you (: link my blogger back, http://fir3fly7.blogspot.com .takkare people ((:

HERE WILL ALWAYS BE BLANK!!! LALALAS.

more photos from grad (:

2006-11-24T15:59:19Z

funny and retarded conversation ((:

2006-11-24T07:18:07Z

conversation.
jess&dyne VS pet&vic.
LOL.

who the cutest? vic or dyne ??? hahahha.

con : ytd mid night.23nov2006 (:

blogger uploaded (:

GRADUATION NIGHT.

2006-11-23T09:54:14Z

on the way to grad in the lift (:

the very first photo i took with is andreas :DDD

there's only HER.

is it national day?lalas.

i love idiot.

ohh candice.

loves.

haq is in the picture,LOL.

haq&jess

handsome la,iman ((:

pretty sweetness.i dono why it is blur ):

i love this sweets ((: i will miss her badly.

heh.

shiqin and me =)

with my ex-dance leader (:

i miss sweetness and iman badly,badly ):

mande,mel,sya&me.

melle,mel&shan :P

kwan&jess.last photo taken in school.

at pastamania.

2 idiots ;P

mwahhhhs`

being lame,we think this picture took the BEST! lOl.

jonathan,kat&me.

kat anmd lynn.

retarded.

swing as high as i could to get rid of my troubles.went over sunplaza.

why L? lol.

outing to marina square ((:

2006-11-21T14:40:28Z

wheee` having fun at LJs ((:

she is so not into my camera la! asssssssss.

heh.assssssss (:

i love her many.

my retarded face.

sweets.

i think my eye got some problem.

black nails.

while waiting for those guys.hahaha

iman bully kwan again....lol.

lame la,nothing to do ):

iman BAD! my face round and red )): poooooo.

candid shot.lol

wah kwan strong la,no la cause iman is skinny.

i took all their photos.hahahah

everyone is tired except......HAQ!!! lol.

EVERYONE SO BORING!!!

funny man!

slack la,waiting for mrt.

iman&jessica

that my eye,lol.

found out some funny pictures that i never upload before.LOL

ahwei

ahbee

ahyang

meimei

me.loser.

that all for today (: for daily life,go visit my blogger (:
just click on the link : jessica will do[on top of this entry.] (:

videos.

2006-11-21T03:22:07Z

im uploading some nice videos here too ((:

photos.

2006-11-20T15:51:34Z

[from now on im going to post all my daily routine in my blogger,as for this page im going to leave it for all the photos i took everyday if i have uploaded or took it (:]

everyone smile!!!

for more go www.fir3fly7.blogspot.com [as in my life not photos la.lol]
bye.

i want to go malaysia!!!

2006-11-20T05:27:19Z

like what the hell,i just found out that on 29 nov dance end at 4! so auntie actually told me that,if really no choice we got to waste one day to take bus to malaysia ): i will try to approach shan no matter what about this issue.lalalas.

today dance simply SUCK SUCK SUCK! cause im feeling sick,i felt like throwing out throughout the whole lesson.pooooooooooo. supposed to go orchard to find auntie but im really tired.haiz.[should i go out? im still wondering.]

holy shit,i think i seriously getting so tired of you. oh,just go bang the wall and die la. anyway who give you trouble? who ask me to go to that fucking hell place? who was the one there when im sick? all bullshit,cowdung,dogfart.hate hate hate hate!!!!

no matter what,i want MISS HENG to go malaysia with us (: please.i will take good care of this retarded idiot.
:DDDDDD if she go,MISS CHOW will be going over too.lalalalas. SO FUN CANNNN!!!!

im going to take a good rest so ya BYE (: [as if i will.]

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-19T21:53:00

2006-11-19T13:53:54Z

alright went to TM to meet mande for lunch at seoul garden.yupp while waiting for her,saw maisura[i think it spelled this way] (: yes,my primary school friend,she turn pretty.hahaha.well so had our lunch over at seoul garden was really a great things.i think we made the most noise there.LOL. ya so we laughs and jokes,we actually forgotten about our chicken and everything that was on the hotplate!NICE TRY. siao,all turn BLACK.hahaha.MANDE LA,made me laugh laugh!!wahahahaha.yes,we 2 were busy msging 2 person,GREAT.hahaha.after that went over for some shopping and went off to meet auntie and uncle.saw jackson and zhimeng.

i met my guy again (: handsome la.heh/

mande&jessica.

took bus 29 to changi village point for a walk.before that had a lunch AGAIN,our conversation was STUPID! lalalalas.i miss ZONG DONG la.!after that had a long walk for around 1 hours plus.from start to end and end to start.LOL.i lose my fats la.uh huh. then went back to TM to have starbucks drink,RASHBERY FRAP!!! wheeeee`yummy. but my stomach wasnt as pleasant.argh! then aunt brought me around for some shopping,bought me shoes and pant. (: thank auntie. it was raining when i wanted to go home,dad came over to fetch me.by the time he came,the rain stop.LOL.hahha. finally back home,my legs were in pain ): pooooooooooooo. dance tmr,hope everything will be okay for me.

&&&,i love CHANGI VILLAGE HOTEL! heh.

iLOVEdrink ((:

anyway,IM GOING TO MALAYSIA SOOOOOOOOOOOON.lalalalas.

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-18T20:22:00

2006-11-18T12:22:52Z

i got nothing to do at home.spent more than 6 hours watching my vcd.lol.BORED BORED BORED!!! i want to go eat la.im hungry ):

[2.34am]
CHANNING TATUM is so HOT! lol.

im watching "Making The Band 3".it was awesome! the auditions,the seriousness,those pretty girls esp Aubrey.wheeeeeee` nice nice nice shiol.hahahahahha.anyone free to watch la huh?

BED TIMES,so ya BYE!

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-17T23:53:00

2006-11-17T15:53:01Z

alright let talk about last night TATTOING PARTY.lol.okay so daddy was the one in pain ): sadly.after that it was okay.xiaomei did the tatto,she felt nothing,oh weird,is it because of her fats?[jimmy uncle say so.hahaha]
daddy asked me want to do not but his second line was "i think better not,cause you are too skinny,will be even more pain" hahaha.if i dare,i would have do it even more earlier than him but i wont!LOL.took some pictures with amelia (:

peek a pooo.

hahaha.

she is pretty (:

smile.

my face is red!

so around 11.20,we giong in the malaysia.ya so when the person stamped our passport,just nice,it was 12am sharp.hahaha.16 nov.daddy actually sped his speed to 120 when the board stated 90.oh.so went over to xiaomei's house in malaysia,had a sit and went back to singapore.whahahaha,17 nov.had my supper at ANG MO KIO,just nice i went over to get vcd from cass (: lalalas. i was around 2 plus when i reach home.

on my way back to singapore (: chipchip.

hmmmm,GONE.

SHEEMING,love love love,chipchip la!!!!

was disturbed by stupid's sms but i didnt bother to reply and got back to sleep,ya then in the morning sheeming called.we were out to celebrate ketty birthday (: i spent more than 40 bucks today.pooohhhhhhhoooo.we sat down at the mac for some ice-cream,this lady came over to us,asking us to donate some money for a girl who actually got cancer and one of her eye was infected and blah blah blah.she was from the art school,she told us quite alot of things yeah (: she also told us the significances of her tatto on her hand.ohhhh sad.
some pictures to see (:

love them loads.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KETTY.you rock like steady pop bi bi \m/

she is a noob.

finally took a rest.phewwww.

she changed ):

in the mrt back to TM,there were manymany "yinduren"! oh nooooooooooo.the laughing of the three of us,just couldnt stop,lol.no offence but they stink esp they lifted up their arm-pit to hold on the handle.GOSH! the mrt was totally polluted! eeeeeee.i laughed till my whole face was red and my tears came out,while talking on the phone with er jie too.after sheeming alighted,ketty and me went over to meet merlyn,rocky was there too (: he is working la.hahah.so went shopping with lynn and ket,did some stunts that you will never believe.saw say siang and bryan (: he is an asssssssss who actually forgot ket birthday.lol.WAHAHAHA.losersssss of us.

i know my face is round,i knew that !

this is my guy,lalalalas.[see the very next photo,you will understand.]

cause i actually kissssss him :DDDDDDD

i kisssssss his mistresss.

she is totally NOT happy.

back home after having dinner with da jie and ketty,saw Zoe too (:

just wandering,what type of friend is you?
whatever.

last but not least,once again.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KETTY.

my optimism didnt comes in handy ):

2006-11-16T08:26:58Z

went off to eat at crystal jade again with mummy and er jie.i seriously wasnt in a good mood of talking.i got a BAD mood swing.i dont wanted to have that feelings but it is hard ):
mummy say this,while ordering food.
mum : wah,today got a person giving us that BLACK face,really hard to eat la.
[im speechless.]

i've made a new library card (:

oh well,i regretted.i didnt go for dance camp ): it might not be fun for me but at least i should even experience it right? i doubt it will happen again.i got no choice,but to face the decision i made.
alright seize the moment without me then.

jess,WAKE UP!!!!!!!you are just creating all those nonsense,troubles,problems yourself,will they even have one?.you are once the ONLY but now you are ONE OF MANY ):

everyone is giving me even more pressure each day,i get too tired and sick of it.
so dont hassle me anymore.

im going malaysia tonight?

fat fat guu-chan.LOL.

daddy going to ask his friend over to help him make more tatto on his body.oh noooooo.shall i have one too? lalalas. that bitch is coming over to my house,she might even be going to malaysia with us.ohptttf.

dance.

2006-11-15T11:12:47Z

this morning i couldnt wake up for my dance ): but thank sheeming waking me up.hahah.well went to school,while walking across burger king,someone shouted my name "jess,jess,jessssssssssssssss..." lol.i turned back,aiiyo idiot merlyn calling me la (: so they were studying in the BK.went to take a sit,before going to dance with sheeming.heh.

thank xiaotang,for doing me a favor (: i got what you say.

dance was okay today,just that my mouth was half-shut. poohooo. felt suck tho.

after dance,while walking home,daddy called.this was my every FIRST time saying "sorry daddy" to him,i couldnt believe it myself too.hahaha.alright,thought of studying with sisters all at blk 800 plus but my computer seriously attracted me to PLAY! lol.im doing my maths paperssssssss again while playing and listening to the songs.

enjoy people,while im going to struggle man! xiaomei? oh,malaysian.i hate her who make half of my fats squeeze in my car in the past but for the sake of myself,i have to do this.eeeeeeeeeeeeyucks.
thank daddy anyway.

i hate that bigbig butt of mine ): suck bigbig times.

happy at least for now.

2006-11-14T15:35:19Z

went over to TM to meet da jie,had my dinner there at Ajisen.ya i think i got addicted by their ramen.taste better and much more better now (: well da jie was totally irritated by my laughters and my non-stop 'talkng'. alright,after having a chat with ahbee before that,my mood was really great! i dono why,i keep laughing,talking craps,keep on smiling.wheeeeeeeeeeee` happiness just happened all of a sudden.thank beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: im really happy,soon im going to your house.WELCOME ME HOME!!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

anyway why xiaobee said sorry to me just now? aiyo.

currently chatting with RAYMOND YAP XIAO BEE (: hahaha.

no point brooding over the past.

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-14T18:19:00

2006-11-14T10:19:25Z

heyhey,this thing im really wanted to post it out.

cause im HAPPY! so HAPPY. superduper HAPPY!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhyayayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

was chatting online with ah bee again (: FINALLY! just a while,make my whole heart jump UP and DOWN! oh nooooooo.hahahah (: miss them. so ya,here are some photos.

assshole ahwei,BLAFF ME! he didnt go Australia la.stupid him.im going to kill him real soon,burst his ear drum,im going to screammmmmmmmmmmm into his ear.hahahahha.but he is going sooner or later ):

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-14T14:52:00

2006-11-14T06:52:58Z

alright,within 3 days i finally watched finished the vcd i borrowed from cass.too bad there are part 2 and part 3 to go and it is still with cass.she said she might come my house to stay,cause she going to work at my house nearby.i dono whether i got the time to entertain her,dance dance dnace.eeeeee.

suppose to go out with auntie this morning.who knows that her bloody boss actually asked her to go back to work when she had a OFFDAY today.SUE YOU MAN! so i slept at 4am last night doing some maths questions and wake up at 9am this morning to get myself prepare to go out,wheeewwwwwwww. went back to sleep after i blown dry my hair.so sickening !

i got this dream when i was sleeping,i remember part of it.
"my mother actually found out about my belly,when i accidentally lifted up my shirt.so she quickly asked me what's that and all,im like SHOCK! gosh.then she tried to touch my belly,in the end she felt nothing."LOL.
then when i woke up this really scary things,happen in my life/dream.whatever.NESTER stand right in front of my listless,un-awake face.oh nooooooooooooooooo.thank to that asssssssssss,make me see another asssssssssssssssss.kao! lol.

i think today is their first day working there.
hope they enjoy themselves (:
muahhhhhhh.

a very nice old song actually (:

what am i suppose to do now?im so boring,boring,boring!
all my friend,all died!
even that girl. where has she been to?
whatever.
continue to watch jungle guu then.

no common sense.

2006-11-13T17:38:30Z

ya maybe i don have much originality but at least i wont use others people name to harm other people or even accuse someone else.oh i think the person who actually did all the nonsense,its time to wake up by now,please know what you are doing.you are super lack of your knowledge,dont you know that or did anyone told you that before? well,if there isnt i shall be the first one telling you then.hell,know your limit assss.seriously,you are getting on my last nerves.you think that everyone is as stupid and retarded as you are? oh for god sake,just admit yourself as a fool and bang the wall quick,cause you this type of people should not even stay in this world,you will surely kills this society.please go get your own name la,dont come here and cry with no names.FOOL.too much of rubbish from you actually will cause yourself harm.too bad,your timing was so wrong ! i will definitely not tagged those rubbidh on others blog,not even now.while you are tagging happily,with all the plans on your mind,i was happily dancing in school.so what's my point? LOL. you think i got split personality? that i could dance while i tag someone board? foolish la assssss,real dumb dont you know.save those nonesense for yourself and get out of people life la.idiot just don have their own mind to think,or maybe their mind grow from their butt? who knows,you know it yourself la huh.who you are,you knew it yourself clearly.don you feel ashamed of yourself now?sadly,if you don,you are totally a FREAK!

thanks her.

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-13T20:17:00

2006-11-13T12:17:35Z

TOO MANY THING TO BLOG TODAY[not many actually.],BEAR WITH IT LA HOR,IF DON LIKE,SHOOOOOOOOO OFF BUT SMILE BEFORE THAT (:

ytd went to have dinner near my house,bought BACARDI to drink,it taste yummy but da jie said it taste more like medicine,so wronged la hor ! im not drunk,no worries (:

go tried! lalas.

alright last night,totally had a big big fun with GERALDINE CHOW in our room with our noises actually occupied the whole room and there were even echoes.this was what happened,WE HAD A CAT&DOG FIGHT/HORSE&MONKEY FIGHT,in anyway you liked.my both hands were all swollen[i asked her to do me actually.]so yeah,she had a dark skin,that it make all the scratches i scratch unseen.waaaaakkkk` i took some pictures,im pathetic and lame la.hahaha.

ya,she actually wanted to write >>happy sm;)ess<< but it didnt work out la.LOL [she asked me to write this.]

this morning went to school around 10 plus to collect my o lvl maths homework from lilee (: thank monkey for waiting for me to wash up and dolled up myself.LOL.whatever.so went to school with geraldine sister,funny her,just cant make me stop laughing ! sweats. met up sheeming,then had our breakfast/lunch. guess what? i say "I DON WANT." she say "DON CARE,I BUY FOR YOU FIRST THEN JUST EAT." OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.in the end,just a few bites,i get so sick and felt like throwing out.eeeyucks.cant imagine[phew,luckily i didnt.]! had dance,ya totally suck actually but i cant do anything with it,LAUGH LOR! i have no friend in there.HAHAHAHAHHAHA;MAUAAHAHAHAHAHAHA;WAHAHAHAHAHA;LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
WHATEVER!
so i keep cough&cough&cough non-stop,totally freak me out during dance.im not feeling well ): i think is that food that partly cause me in that manner.

geraldine beat my lap on the second round in school before my dance start.

after dance,took MRT with xiaotang and her friend,jia wen[if im not wrong la huh?],separated at Tampines control station,went over to library alone,stayed there for half an hours and so to finish up my books and return.while walking home saw ernest,LOL,reach home around 7 plus.TIRED! *yawn*

so ya,for the sake of not to ruin anyone having fun or even myself,i decide not to go,hope my decision was right.yes,i dont wish to go,i cant go.im going in malaysia. thank daddy.he sacrifices alot for me.this is how our con starts.

DADDY : hello dear where you? [LOL]
ME : daddy,hmm can do me a favor?
DADDY : ya,what?
ME : cause i don feel like going for the camp actually,so i need you to bring me to malaysia to stamp my book.
DADDY : how come?i thought you love to dance ya?
ME : dancing but not camping.
DADDY : okay,stamp and come back izzit? okay lor. will see how for you alright (:
ME : thank daddy,bye.

see how great? hahahaha.muackz to my daddy.

as so far that i had concerned,im a grown up person,more and more than i had expected each day.so ya but scram people cause im not a good person either.i get tired of myself so is the people surrounding me,my friends,my family or whoever and those things that happened everyday without failed.or maybe if at least my cousins were here,things for me will definitely be different than what im having on my mind now.just to let everyone know,none will be a truly friend to you cause no one is perfectly born in this world.im so used to it of being alone at anywhere,everywhere you people see me nowadays.so nice to have a friend but too bad i don have that one and only one who belong to me.oh oh ): this is my personality[maybe this is why everyone hates me],if you don like,don ever make friend with me,this BITCH!

so ya,i remembered i did only a minor mistake but people just sentenced me to death,is this fair?

i don think i can cope with my maths seeing the difficult questions teacher gave us,so thick! oh,lost my every last hope.

thats partly my life,who can i be blame in the end?
MYSELF!!!!

im speaking way too much.so i shall stop!
shutup and smile jess.

bye (:

VIDEOS!

2006-11-12T08:45:19Z

iman send me his grad video of 4E3 (: hahaha.enjoy yourself,too bad only like 2 mins.

this is around 3 mins.i think this was re-edit by lianni (:

smile.it was really nice (: wahahahaha.

BORING DAY

2006-11-12T07:13:40Z

i want to see chingay pulse at Taka ): but it started at 3pm that i couldnt wake up on time just now.HELL! i slept around 4plus last night.i switched off the computer,i went to bed yet i was tossing here and there,looking through all the photos i took in the past in my handphone. oh noooooooooooooooooooooo.sad sad sad. ahbee all not online last night,i was waiting and looking forward but none came online ):

this morning woke up around 1 to 2 plus.im an idiot,i threw my temper on everyone.i just couldnt help it ): what i say wasnt exactly what i meant.yayaya,so her attitude she gave me even worse ten xxxxxxxxxxxxxx.what the hell is that? what's your problem now? did i do anything that offended you?suck.

im going to save money for my new handphone.yesyesyes,where to get all the money from? im dying to have that nice nice niceeeeeeeeeeeee handphone that i have been eyeing on.i wont hesitate if i got that money,DUH! siao lang me ! hahahhahaha. when there's a will,there's a way (:

last day to reconsider.should i or should not? pisssssssssssssssssssss-ed. i don want to think so much but i dont wish to miss it either.

continue with my jungle guu,so YA BYE.

I WANT TO GO OUT,I DON WANT TO STAY HOME!!!!!!!!!

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-11T23:13:00

2006-11-11T15:13:38Z

GET BACKERS!!!

JUNGLE GUU!!!!!

oh ya,LILEE THAT PIG IS CUTE,NICE,FUNNY,IRRITATING (: thank sia. hahahaha.LOL.

whatever it is,i dont wish this type of matter ruin my whole day,not worth alright!
so slept around 4 plus last night chatting with ah wei & ah yang online.super funny and retarded us.
love them ten xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.weeeeeeeeeeeeee.

so this morning went to blk 800 plus.er jie want to transfer her phone and everything,she changed a new phone again (: lol.so after that merlyn came over to fetch dyne to the mac,while me and daddy went off to fetch da jie from TM and head to granny place. sat there for a while,came home watch teevee.boring.

everytime when im alone on the car with daddy,my tears will definitely flow down.this time our topics is... well,im really depressed but nevermind tomorrow will be a brand new day,i hope!

monday is coming,dance dance dance,ya last decision is? oh god.
im confused.ignore me,just ignore me.argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

watch jungle guu to make me laughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

like what my sweets say,it all depend on me,if i feel uncomfortable don go.thank darling (: shares my doubts and thoughts with you.trouble you la.ahhahaha.

iwant my astro boy.

i hate you more than anything.

2006-11-11T10:56:52Z

idiot,so you think im going to tell you right to your innocent face? oh fuck your ass and wait long,if you think i even care this SHIP,by all means,think all you want.yesyesyes,first you have that person,you cherish it,after a while,you got back to your old one,trying to laugh at the other person! oh god,who are you? don make it like you know everythings,just remember you are not as pure as you thought,not as clear as you thought,not as innocent as you thought.you think everyone love you,like you,dotes you,or whatever.oh just shoo off and bang the wall la.since you dare to write it,why not me? just jolly well write what you want,ya im nothing at all.i guess from the start,i don even know who the ass hell are you.i could bear all the consequences.guess what,you never treat me like a friend before,not once so now i dont care.you lie to me zillion times,you don have to denied.you tried to be nice to everyone,so ya you say bad things about others,did you ever reflect on yourself before you say a person,even someone who will always say you "love".FUCK! you trying to make everythings worse.you treating everything simple.if you treat me as a friend,you wont give excuse,ya you are just like one,you got a guy,guess what again? you dump your fellows aside.WAHAHAHAHA.*laughing* superly i dont even bother to care your fucking innocent look,yes,NOW I COULD REVEAL YOUR TRUE COLOURS.so what if im a bad person,you are not as good too.i just wont give a shit to it.don ever ask me why,cause you don have the right anymore.of cause,i wont ask you why too,im no longer bother so much stuffs.i think you are just being childish and naive,don try to act in front of me.you think that people will love you aloads? oh no,they will soon get tired of your innocent face,irritating face.hahaha.see like i care? oh yes,BINGO! i got it super right,i got dump by my fellow friends and guess what,you are seriously not one of them i feel sad about being dump,cause you simply think too highly of yourself.ya right i msg him,so what? another jerk,that your partner,YES you love him like more more MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE![hope i wish it wasnt him.] shit,like i care? oh hahahaha,you got your old fellows who you can talk to huh? go ahead! is like one day they will dump you like how you dump me but again,I WONT GIVE A DAMN! dump,dump la! is not that you are the only friend though i dont have much more friend to relieve on,yet i keen to be independent,i achieve on what i want.since you think making me as your friend make you "low class" then i think you better know what to do,GET OUT MY LIFE.don get close to anyone who love me,and whirl my life.you are super out off point.know what,i hate you more than what i thought. YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME TOO.so sad huh? if you think im going to laugh throughout in my class,ya but it wont be with him.please dont think too highly of yourself once again,did i ever say i will not want you to misunderstood? LOL,im trying to refer anyone not just you or maybe not YOU. pttttttttttttfff. seriously this 2 years,i thought you were a nicey person but i think my eyes got problem,now i found out i was so wrong,my stupidity kills me.you totally screwed me up big times.now what?whatever i did,i learn repent.im really tired of you,sprout all the nonsense you want.i think im no longer having you as a friend so go ahead with your guy and ya BYE,assssssssssssssssssssssss.

so ya again,if you think you feel sick,angry reading my post or felt unreasonable of me,don read.
don have to think who im writing,cause is definitely YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

once should always look ahead and start afresh.
BRACE UP JESS!

i felt so helpless now ):

2006-11-10T19:19:13Z

i really cant stop crying after what ah wei had told me using webcam.he said he is LEAVING!!! is like next tuesday! this mean i cant get to see him anymore? ): i just come believe this but in the other hand heard that ahbee is coming to singapore after 2 years.WHEEEEEEE` im happy but im sad too ): im going to miss ahwei badly.howhowhow?haiz.

so went to watch movie just now,STEP UP.the dance crews,the actor and actress,the songs,the show,oh AWESOME! just nice.sadly i was sitting with only merlyn while the rest sit at the bottom,cause is fully filled with people.WAH! lol.da jie came to joined us too (: alright the show was till 9 plus,lynn,kat and diz went home while 3 of us went to have our dinner at cafe cartel.reach home around 10 plus,i missed my favourites TEEVEE show ): hell.

okay im here to say,im really going to miss weiwei badly ): he said i wont get to see him anymore,wei,i will fly to your place,alright (: hope you will be doing well there.

smile this way!!

i cant imagine losing someone special to me ):

i love ah a? NO
i love ah b? heh.
i love ah d? YESYESYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[our conversation between me,yang and wei.shhhhh.LOL.]
thank for making my day bright.

i missed out all the fun,why wasnt me the one who actually came from part of their family members? but in the other way of thinking,im still a lucky person to have them.i just felt lucky to have them,nothing else but them.i wont want to lose them,not a single.

i want to watch "get backers" and "jungle guu".

fucking me just cant make up my fucking last decision.

2006-11-10T09:20:43Z

im back :)
im back ):

alright never post for 3 days and i miss my blog (: LOL.im loser,sorry.

let just flash back last 3 days plus today (:

TUESDAY 07-11-2006
woke up around 6am to meet siaoming.went over to simpang bedok to have our breakfast,PRATA! hahaha.after that took MRT to ANG MO KIO while she going to YIO CHU KANG.so it was early for her to reach there around 8plus,decide to slack at city hall and took some pathetic but happy photos.LOL.it was still early for me,so accompany her to YIO CHU KANG to meet her auntie and i head back to ANG MO KIO to meet cassida!

ass-look huh?

so while waiting for cassida bought myself a magazine! oh my fucking handsome guyssssss inside! fahrenheit.
well so we took 10 mins back her house.
we prepare our delicious sandwiches.YUMMY.

she is feeding me some (:

dont look,LOL,i got an ass-hair too.

took bus,heading to EAST COAST PARK for cycling and pinic (:

on that freaking slow doo-doo bus ):

we settle ourselves near the beach for some sun-tanning. sadly i didnt turn black neither red ):
[something with my english? well,sorry. my english just wasnt as good as yours.]

time for bready :DDDDD

SUN TANNING.

after awhile of tanning,decided to rent a bike.we paid for the money,then who know? cass slipper spoil,so no choice,she had to wore that spoilt slipper while cycling to find my mummy for a new pair of shoes if she have[cause she worked there.] it was still early when her working place wasnt even open yet,so went to cycle around nearby (:

im the shortest among these poles!

seriously i really hate this ROCK,STONE,whatever! cause it injured my both knee the other time i went with my fellow mates but i just took one retarded one with it.

i got a rounded face,LOL.[nevermind,everyone say so.]

hope this will be the dead end for me,cause i don wish to continue.

so finally mummy came,she packed 2 crabs for us to bring home for dinner.that cost her 60 bucks.crazy.so we waited impatiently so decided to head back to the bicycle place to return and slowly walked back to her place.we rent for another extra 1 hours yet the uncle there didnt charge us extra money,lol.[AUNTIE CALLED ME! she said she going to MALAYSIA! wahaha i want to go ): can i?] walked underpass and took freaking doo-doo bus again and head home.
ate satay bee hoon and crabs for dinner.
BEDTIME around 11 plus.

WEDNESDAY 8-11-2006
oh im really a pig,i woke up around 12 plus ya. so prepare ourselves and head to town.hahaha.went shop shop shop till kee-siao!!!!bought myself some stuffs and my sisters.[hope she like it] i saw that star,patricia. i think she is pretty but not cass.hahaha.i want that nice nice belt la,that ass pig promise she buying together with me plus that jacket and everything from that nice nice girl! finally we got to eat the JAP restaurant at taka new open store.taste nice with only just 3 dishes.FULL![cass treat! ] then headed home around 8 plus after buying some stuffs from ANG MO KIO ntuc for tomorrow PIZZA.uh huh (: slept quite late,thank cass for lending me her "qing shen shen yu meng meng" vcd. ILOVEIT!

THURSDAY 9-11-2006

stayed at home the whole day.we bake yummy pizza.wahahaha.
[too bad the pictures not yet uploaded by cass.booooooo.]

my niece,jess.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee`
finally i found a chance to carry her.hahaha.

not that i say,he is skinny.imagine he is 3 yrs old and he is 15kg but you know how much meimei weigh? GOSH,her weight is like 24kg when she is only 4 yrs old. brace up nephew! hahaha.

FRIDAY 10-11-2006

preparing to go out and go home! with my heavy bag headed to pasir ris to meet shann to have our lunch at sakura,buffet start at 12pm and end at 2.30pm. thank auntie for treating me this meal.the service in there is real BAD and their variety is getting lesser,whoossh.today is shann actual birthday.lalalalala.

strawberry and mango,i will always remember that.

happy birthday shann.

just a cake for some represent,a birthday song for a smile!

after the meal,went for some shopping and head back home.

once again,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANN. and THANK AUNTIE AND UNCLE. and THANK CASSIDA!

going to watch step up with my 4 girls (: [want to die,o's haven finish yet leh.but it depend whether is there any tickets for us.]

stupid, let not talk in school anymore,what you say,remember? you hurt me! ):

FUCK FUCK FUCK HELL.oops sorry.i just cant believe im so stupid,i just cant make up my mind though i thought i just did but sadly im not,so not! one say yes one say no,so who should i listen? 3 more freaksssss days to consider properly. SHOULD I GO? anyone?

jessic_gurl @ 2006-11-06T23:53:00

2006-11-06T15:53:59Z

when times come,i still have to learn how to accept the 'FACT'.

i miss them badly.